Sigil: The City of Doors

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Thanks!

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"I will. Take careL'Orr-hui," he says before nodding and taking his leave.

"This discussion is going in circles. It is pointless to continue"

They turned to make to make a note

"Contact me when you are ready to proceed"

"I know what you were referring to. But there could be any number of reasons my amnesia is a blessing. While I don't feel that way anymore, my history has shown I have the capacity to do terrible things. But at the end of the day, I'm still alive so anything I learned in the past didn't kill me, and I would survive learning it again. Or I won't and it won't matter because I'll be dead. Curiosity killed the cat, but that's the curse of the curious."

"Maybe I already did," Fyne says with a shrug. "There's a lot I don't have access to. And I would rather know and deal with the horror of knowing than not know. Why do you think I'm trying to dig up memories that potentially hold a lot of unpleasantness and pain for me?"

''I know that is not true'' came as a dry and sharp reply ''Pray you do not come to learn like I did''

"If that's how you want to interpret it. I could have spent my time at parties and having fun, but I chose to participate in the system too, killing and hurting others to increase my power in my house, including several members of my own family. I am not a very nice person, I'm downright horrible if you take my entire life into account. I just... learned a different way that doesn't victimize others. And I can tell you from personal experience, I definitely have to be more careful about the things I do and say now than I did then. But I also care enough to do so now, and I didn't then. It's just my perspective from the parts of my life I can remember. Who knows, maybe we'll unlock my memories and I'll find out your understanding is more accurate, or both of us are way off, or that nothing is free and we live in an existence where everything is already set in stone and we have no control, just playing it all out as it's supposed to be?"

''Nothing in what you say tells me you were free, merely an asset.'' he retorted ''And you were not free to leave, you simply used an opportunity...because you were bored?''

They shake their head

''Perhaps the Ciphers are the best fit for you. Movement without thought an impulsivity are their credo''